Take Her Home

not once in her life, she regrets being born,

perhaps she is more afraid and scared than regret,
for she knows it is not easy to live life.
she fell many times only to find
that she is the only one who help herself up,
she wonders where did everybody go.
she kept walking in this journey of her life,
where would she go from here?
she knows she has to choose,
someone told her that life is about choosing,
she made her choise,
she kept walking only to find nothing.
she didn't stop, she is not a quitter,
she has always been the strong one,
the one woman crusader giving hope,
strength and courage
to her friends only to find
she is the one who is lost.
where did all her friends go
when she needed them the most?
she was daddy's little girl,
mommy's favourite child,
bought what she asked for,
given what she wanted.
all now left is memories,
waiting to be reminisce, recollected,
often she dreams her parents would come
back and take her home but they didn't...
how hard she tried to be free from pain,
got to be at ease, often she struggle inside,
fighting with herself for her own peace of mind.
she wonders where her strengths had gone,
this sadness and depressions she was wrapped up,
are they repayment of her evil deeds from god,
she is suffocating, defeated by her own will.
her heart is empty, unfilled, she needs love, affections,
call the man who deals with heart that is beyond repair,
a heart that is wounded, a heart that is healing.
shine a light at her path, her next step is unclear,
call the man, call the man, who deals with heart
beyond repair, help her find her own piece of mind.
she is tired, exhausted,
she is sorry for her own circumstances,
she is sorry for her own polluted life,
she lied down on the path, she closed her eyes,
she remembered when love filled this empty heart of hers,
she saw a ray of light...
she saw the shadows of her parents,
tears she cried like a baby,
craving for her mother's warmth love,
desiring for a father's protection...
''take me home...take me home '' she whispered...